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Final month of 2025! Somehow!

As I've said basically every month, 2025 has not been a good year for me in terms of writing. I surpassed my official goal of writing 75000 words, but relatively little of that has been fiction writing. More of it has been on things like book reviews, which I do consider to be writing, but certainly aren't the creative writing that I'd hoped to do. Over the last couple of months I've at least made some progress on some projects (and to be fair, I got at least a bit of one worked on earlier in the year as well), but definitely nothing even sort of moving toward completion. At this point, about the best hope I have is to try and set myself up for better success in 2026.

My goals for November were:
- Continue my outline for my current WIP
- Start outlining a fic project

And well... I did continue the WIP outline, but am in the middle of the process, not even close to done. I definitely didn't get to the fic project at all.

I will say that at least I feel pretty good for the moment about the outlining. It really has helped me sort out a few things, especially in terms of character motivation that I thought I had nailed down, and then I discovered some interesting aspects that hadn't occurred to me until I was working on the outlining steps. I'm side-eying it a little, because while the outlining process said that would happen, I didn't quite believe it, and now it feels like witchcraft, haha.

So my goals for December are... try again to do what I meant to in November.
- Finish outlining the current WIP
- Perhaps start outlining the Worldhopping Fairytale Monstrosity fic

Tentative goals for into 2026:
- Finish outlining the WFM fic
- Outline the second original WIP
- Revise the intro for the first original WIP
- Write the first draft of the first original WIP
- Revise the intro of the WFM fic
- Write the first draft of part one of the WFM fic

I created a sort of "master plan" for how to possibly move between projects, with the hope of having different things at different stages of completion, so that I could also switch between different types of work. I'm right now at step five, and the above takes me to step eleven... of about fifty that I'd outlined, haha. At least I've got enough to keep me going for quite a while.

I'm still considering what my real "goals" will be for next year. It really might just come down to "keep moving along the list of steps," but I haven't yet decided if there's a particular place along that list that I want to reach or not. I'd hoped this year to get something completed and shared (if possible), but didn't get there. Do I want to try and get something completed next year, or just bounce between more projects? Trying to decide, ha.

I do hope that 2026 will be a better year for writing, whatever "better" looks like. To be honest, even if I keep up the extremely slow (but at least not nothing) pace of the last few months I'll be happier.

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Dec. 4th, 2025 12:16 pm
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There are kittens available for adoption on the work all-staff email list. I cannot adopt a kitten. I have a cat and plan to get a second cat over winter break, but I cannot cat-proof well enough for a kitten. I do not need a kitten.

But kittens.

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Dec. 4th, 2025 09:08 am
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oops teacher isn't here this morning
well it gives me time to look for a work placement (bleh)

now fingers crossed, i have an appointment this afternoon to get my eyebrow re-pierced?

do i have fun news other than that...
oh right last monday at the drawing session at least three other friends and i brought our new copies of the newest issue of a local magazine so the author could sign them
and i met a member of Dumas aficionados
he had a couple of fanzines with him so i asked about them
he said he could brought more next week for me to buy?
then improvised a manifesto about what adaptations of Les trois mousquetaires watch or not

Community Thursday

Dec. 4th, 2025 05:51 am
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Community Thursday challenge: every Thursday, try to make an effort to engage with a community on Dreamwidth, whether that's posting, commenting, promoting, etc.

Over the last week...

Posted & commented on [community profile] bnha_fans.

Commented on [community profile] ficwip.

Commented on [site community profile] dw_news. Dreamwidth hasn't increased their prices since 2009 and was going to do so this year, except that the situation out there is pretty bad so they decided to postpone a bit longer. The request is that IF you feel you can afford to, buy more services or gift points to another user this December while the holiday point bonus campaign is happening. For me, this means I was also able to get paid time for the [community profile] bnha_fans comm for the next year, at current prices. Which is great. Yay Dreamwidth <3

Mysteriously, but seriously.

Dec. 3rd, 2025 10:42 pm
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It wasn't exactly a bar crawl or a pub crawl since one was very much a pub and the other was very much a bar, and it was still one of each of those, starting at the pub and ending at the bar. Two drinks in two locations full of the sound of human voices. It counts as a crawl. I've done art crawls before, and this was my first crawl of this type, however you want to describe it, whatever the specific and precise nomenclature. I've never done one before and it'll be a while before I have another one like this again, in large part because there's no chance to repeat it. Because the pub's closing tonight.

I'd read about it closing a few days ago, and went there last night to check it out, indulge in fish and chips, have a cider that tasted like college and a margarita that meant business - and the cider really did taste like the ciders I had in college, sweet and soft, the bottle the same shape on my lips. It brought back a host of good memories of being afraid of new things and doing them anyway, the thrill of being someplace very grown-up and learning how to handle myself in that kind of world. It didn't quite have the smell of some of those places, but this pub was only in its present location about twelve years, and you need at least fifteen to build up that kind of aroma. If there was a scented candle of such an aroma, I'd seriously consider buying one, and while the smell wasn't there last night, the feeling was. My younger brother was on the fence about going last night, but was up for it tonight if it'd still be open. Tonight was its last night, so I called him up and off we went.

We stopped for hot dogs first. I got to the pub and saw that they were going a step beyond having the last night in that they were actively dismantling the jukebox - the jukebox that the night before had played the Rolling Stones, Led Zeppelin, Kansas, those kinds of bands - and figured that if they were taking that apart, there probably wasn't a kitchen anymore. Myself, I'd decided that I could do pub drinks two nights in a row but not pub foods, so I'd eaten before I left. But he was still waiting on dinner. So we went to a corner hot dog place a block away and he got one with onions and mustard, and another with ketchup, sauerkraut, and relish, plus a papaya drink. That's seriously what it was. Not papaya juice. The menu said "papaya drink." It tasted more like the melon the fruit is than the fruit itself usually does. We hung around as he ate, marveling in the old school accents that wandered through and ordered hot dogs well-done. Armed and ready, we made our way down the block, and down three steps, and into a place full of the human voice. The music was almost gone - sometime during our stay there, someone played "Piano Man", and if that's the last song in a place open until two AM with smokers hanging around outside, it's a suitable one. I had a cider and he had a beer, and we both did a shot of Jameson's straight up. Earlier that night, I saw a guy come in on roller blades, wearing hockey gear and bearing a stick, and during our hour and a half there, we saw people pass on well-wishes and old stories to the bartenders, thanking them for so many years and all the memories they'd helped make.

The only music that played was one song. Nothing else. Everything that I heard was the sound of the bar itself, and the sound of the human voice. Up and down the bar, in front and behind, throughout the guts of the place as the kitchen got cleaned out and the empty bottles taken away. It was a fantastic sound, with nothing getting in its way, and the rarity of it was both that there was nothing in its way and that it was overall quite happy. A place for people to meet and greet and take some of the world away for a while can have alcohol, it can have food, it can be indoors or outdoors, there's a lot of variance and possibilities, and for a moment, while I had it indoors, nothing got in its way. Just this beautiful sound that I could usually only catch a few syllables of at a time. Next to me was my brother, who spoke about his in-laws. Next to me was someone asking for a drink, or someone catching up with a friend and telling him to meet another friend who'd know who sent him, or trying to move through a narrow space to get to the bathroom without making anyone spill.

We had our drinks, and we walked out. It was a few degrees above freezing with an almost full moon high above and we were bolstered to walk seven blocks from a pub in its last hours to a bar comfortably set for the foreseeable future. Even less space, even less overhead, three steps up instead of three steps down. More music, though. A range from the same kind of music as the night before - Creedence Clearwater Revival, Cream - to songs that came out earlier this calendar year. Another beer for him, an Irish coffee for me because I'd wanted one for a while and the first place wasn't equipped to make coffee anymore. Not as many people around, but still close enough to the first place in that it wasn't too loud we couldn't hear the presence of the people around us. It wasn't an overwhelming amount of sound to hide the fact that the place wasn't very good or a lot of screens as a way to keep you from realizing you aren't having a good time. There were screens, but no sound, and none in the back. There was music, but not so loud it cut through the conversations. It was remarkably well-balanced and arranged, and we talked about travel and friends and real estate and made each other laugh until it was time for us to head on out. I might live on the same island, but he had an hour's travel at the very least, and wanted to get back home before tomorrow.

We started at one spot and ended at another. Drinks and talk at both. Two links still make up a crawl. There's other places in both our neighborhoods for us to do it again, and it'll never be quite the same. And I'm good with it having been this way once, because it was the kind of thing that even if both were staying around, wouldn't feel the same for it being something so new. It wasn't college in the bottle of cider so much as it was the memory of how it felt, and now I've made a new set of memories.

Winter is a season!

Dec. 3rd, 2025 08:06 pm
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It snowed!

This year has been bizarrely light on snow for our area. The weather stayed warm well into November, and our first snow only came last Saturday, as barely a dusting. I'm not complaining - I've joked that I find snow acceptable between Thanksgiving and New Year's only - but as usual ~we need the moisture~. I don't think I ever expected our snow to *actually* hold off until after Thanksgiving, and it's true that I also don't want things to be on fire all next year. (That can and does coexist with the fact that I would be happy to literally never see another snowflake.)

But at least if it is going to snow, this particular storm was very aesthetic!




Yesterday, Alex and I went over to my mom's house for a while to help her sort through some old stuff of hers. A while back, she expressed to me the desire to try and sell off a lot of the "stuff" she has accumulated. I think a combination of her mom passing away, and then trying to help her sister with her hoarded house in preparation for moving, and her own 70th birthday, made her really want to make sure that she doesn't wind up with a lot of junk. A lot of what she has isn't really junk: she has antique tools of her grandfather's, some china, some other genuinely antique things. But she'd rather get rid of it now - and maybe get some money for it - rather than leave it to be dealt with after she's gone.

We did look at a lot of the tools, so many of which are really cool! It's amazing how well some of them were made. Nicely carved hardwood handles, a few with carved decoration, things like that. A few it makes me sad to think of getting rid of, because they are such an example of "they don't make 'em like they used to!" but I also understand my mom's desire to part with things that she doesn't actually use.




Bella and Jaspurr had an accidental face-to-face meeting. I went to the bathroom, and came back to Jaspurr hiding under a chair, and Bella sniffing him. Alex and my mom thought he was upstairs and that Bella was just sniffing around more generally, or they would have intervened. While Jaspurr wasn't loving it, the meeting actually went really well! He didn't hiss or swipe at her, and she was just happily interested. She was easy to call away (though then wanted to go back) and was just mildly excited. He did growl at her the second time she returned, and she left him alone. They later also had a quick meeting in my mom's room, while he was up on a table and Bella was on the floor.

Jaspurr didn't love Bella being there, and ended up spending the whole night in my mom's room after, but it really did go about as well as I could have hoped! We've never gotten to truly test Bella around cats (beyond seeing them at more of a distance), and Jaspurr hasn't gotten to interact with other animals since being with my mom and Taylor. I'm actually quite pleased.




I had a dentist appointment this morning, and since my dentist is only about five minutes from my mom's house, in light of the forecast snow overnight, I spent the night at my mom's.


The birds were happy to have the feeders today in the snow. A towhee and several house finches!

These couple pictures are a little blurry, but of my favorite random bird at my mom's:


This little girl on the right does not have snow on her head - she has a white patch on the top of her head! She's also not a white-crowned sparrow or anything like that, she's just a house finch with a leucistic patch.


You can see more of the patch here, though it blends in a bit with the snow. She's been coming to my mom's feeders for about three years now, she thinks. I'm always happy to see her. :)




My dentist appointment went well! I'd been dreading it a little bit, because I had to have *such* extensive dental work done back around 2020-2021. A decade+ of no dental care, and many years of really precarious living situations, plus probably some general mental health garbage really took their toll.

I missed my last cleaning over the summer because of my grandmother's memorial, and so it'd been closer to a year than six months, and while I hadn't noticed any issues, I was very afraid it'd be worse than expected.

It wasn't! No cavities, which always feels like a big win, haha.

The weird hole in my jaw (where I had an extra baby tooth removed when I was young) has not gotten any worse. It's always exciting when every dentist and hygienist that sees my x-rays has an instinctive, horrified gasp. They assumed this was a crisis that would require bone and tissue grafts... and somehow, it's all very stable. The teeth around the gap aren't unstable or in pain, the jaw itself is not deteriorating. This was my five-year x-ray appointment, and my hygienist was delighted when she said that it looks the same as it did five years ago. "Science would disagree with me, but it really does look like it's just... not causing problems." I love that science can't explain my jaw.





Jaspurr, having returned to the main floor this morning, ha. So regal.

#NotMyTimDrake

Dec. 3rd, 2025 07:50 pm
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I do not keep up with DC Comics canon anymore. I haven't for a long-ass time. But people on my Tumblr dash do, and they share just enough to confuse me.

I remember when Bruce Wayne adopted Tim Drake because I immediately wrote a story about it in which a) they have sex and b) they have issues. I mean -- so many issues.

The punchline of that story has always been, for me, that Bruce has no goddamn business adopting the 16-year-old son of people he knew.

20 and a bit years on, Tim is 16 again despite the theoretical passage of time in comics, various other characters aging, and assorted other nonsense, and DC Editorial has him Cut for spoilers )

There was also a page that went by on my Tumblr dash recently that drew Tim with Shoulders and Muscles, from who knows when, which was also #notmytimdrake, but in a way that made my brain convinced that Bernard was cheating on Tim with Kon.

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Dec. 3rd, 2025 03:34 pm
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Do I need coffee? No, I absolutely do not. Do I want coffee? Yes I do.

I don't know if I'll get anything coherent written tonight (other than the [community profile] fandomweekly new challenge), but I have a couple kink meme fills in progress that I'd like to tackle and maybe get posted. I should also really swing by the grocery store; I'm out of potatoes, and I have a recipe I really want to try that includes potatoes.

(It also involves a LOT of very thin potato slices, so...it may or may not get made tonight unless I get that coffee. But I need leftovers to bring to work tomorrow and Friday, so I'll have to cook something.)
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This is the fourth and final part of my book club notes on A Thousand Beginnings and Endings. [Part one, part two, [part three.]

I missed this meeting because I was totally exhausted and doubted my ability to form words. I did read the stories, though!


"Daughter of the Sun" by Shevta Thakrar

This love story had a lot going on and I didn't understand it well enough to summarize it. )


"The Crimson Cloak" by Cindy Pon

A dawn goddess falls in love with a human. )


"Eyes Like Candlelight" by Julie Kagawa

A kitsune falls in love with a human. )


"Carp, Calculus, and the Leap of Faith" by Ellen Oh

[Note: This story is included only in the paperback edition, not the hardcover or the ebook.]

A girl whose mom is pressuring her to become a doctor gets support from her dad. )


the end

There were some really cool stories in here and I'm glad we read them. Not everything was to my taste, but the quality of writing was high. It was great to explore folklore outside of Western traditions and see the connections and contrasts.

The group will continue with As the Earth Dreams: Black Canadian Speculative Stories, which is a title that might be relevant to the interests of a few of you here! It's a brand new collection that just came out this year and I'm really looking forward to it.

[livre] Trois petits dragons

Dec. 3rd, 2025 05:54 pm
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Titre : Trois petits dragons
Auteure : Yue Zhang
Langue : tranduction française du chinois
Type : album jeunesse
Genre : mimi

1ère parution : 2023
Édition : Lécole des loisirs
Format :

(croisé à la librairie de chez mes parents l'an passé ; ça avait l'air mimi)

Trois petits dragons qui vont à l'école de la météo ne font que des bêtises et se retrouvent sur Terre sous la pluie qu'ils ont causée. Ils vont devoir apprendre de leurs erreurs et les réparer...

Aww c'est tout mimi !!

Very cute children's books about three weather-making little dragons mucking it up and having to fix it.

Nouvelle carte bingo-livres

Dec. 3rd, 2025 03:29 pm
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J'ai pris une carte pour janvier-juin 2026

Voyages
Politique
Un livre avec un nombre dans le titre
Littérature d'Europe
Un livre dont la couverture n'a que des lettres
Un livre avec une quête initiatique
Un livre donc vous aimez beaucoup la couverture
Un livre en rapport avec la guerre
Un livre avec une fin du monde
Un livre que vous avez déjà lu en partie
Un pop-up ou autre livre aux pages découpées de façon non-standard
Un livre en rapport avec l'exclusion
JOKER
Un livre d'un auteur que vous aimez beaucoup
Santé, développement personnel ou art de vivre
Poésie
Un livre écrit par un auteur de votre région (ou ville)
Fantastique
Art
Un livre sorti il y a moins d'un an
Littérature russe
Un livre en rapport avec l'air
Un livre long
Réalisme merveilleux
Littérature chinoise



Oh, il y en a des difficiles... Je prends les recommandations !

Celles où j'ai toujours du mal parce que ce n'est pas mon truc :
* Un livre avec une fin du monde
* Santé, développement personnel ou art de vivre
* Politique

Celles où je n'ai rien contre mais je suis à court d'idées :
* Un pop-up ou autre livre aux pages découpées de façon non-standard
* Un livre en rapport avec l'air
* Un livre écrit par un auteur de votre région (ou ville)

Celles où j'aime bien mais souvent je ne sais pas que je suis dans la catégorie avant d'avoir fini le livre :
* Un livre avec une quête initiatique
* Un livre en rapport avec l'exclusion

Et sinon, pour littérature chinoise, n'hésitez pas à me recommander des danmei :D :D
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I've just finished the Silent Hill 2 remake!

'James, you can't keep doing this!' I exclaimed, as James prepared to jump down yet another seemingly bottomless pit. I paused for a moment to consider. 'Although he might be thinking the same thing about me. I always have to press the jump button twice before he actually jumps, as if he's going "are you sure it's a good idea to jump into this pit?"'


Notes on the Silent Hill 2 remake, up to the end of the game. )


The ending stats screen gave me two stats that combined alarmingly: I'd been playing for 19h4m, or 1,144m. I'd checked the map 1,131 times. I can't believe I checked the map almost exactly one time per minute.

That's a lie. I can absolutely believe that. I'm frankly surprised it wasn't more; I love checking the map in Silent Hill. It makes me feel so much more secure when I know where I am and where I'm going!

I just darted into the sitting room, where Tem was hanging out, and picked up the Silent Hill 2 remake's box to bring back to my bookshelf.

Tem: Going off to be alone?
Riona: I was just thinking that it does look like that. 'James and I are going to go upstairs now.'
Tem: 'James and I are just going up to my bedroom.'

What a fantastic remake! It's so clearly built on a deep love for the original game, and that really pays off. I absolutely loved it. It's been so good to spend time with James Sunderland, one of my most longstanding and unfortunate blorbos.

Pledge my patience.

Dec. 2nd, 2025 09:31 pm
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For some years now, I've been saying The National is my favorite band that's presently producing work. Not my favorite of all time; favorite out of all the bands working right now.

That may change. It might change quite soon. Because Voxtrot just announced their second album.

Yes, really.

A while ago they'd said that they were working on something, and today they told us when we could finally expect the album. They'd already released three songs and today they sent out a fourth, plus the knowledge there'd be seven more new songs on the album. I knew there'd be an album coming and I've only listened to one of those four, hoping it wouldn't be long before I heard the rest of them. As joyful as it was to know there was new music by the band out there for me, even sharper was knowing if I waited a bit longer, there'd be a complete work instead of individual pieces waiting for me in return. Almost three and a half years ago, they put out a compilation with two unreleased songs and it felt like a bounty of riches. Now there's ten more on their way. It's almost more than I can dream of.

The National's going to have some stiff competition.

winter break advent card

Dec. 2nd, 2025 04:55 pm
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My card for the Winter Break Advent Challenge.

current fandom events

Dec. 2nd, 2025 12:21 pm
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[tumblr.com profile] 12daysofchristmas is a multimedia multi fandom winter prompt based fest that runs from December 13-24th, with three options to choose from on each day.

[community profile] mcu15 is a prompt table challenge focused on the Marvel Cinematic Universe.

[personal profile] elasticella is running sapphic stocking stuffers, a multifandom multimedia f/f gifting event where you post your own "stocking" and fill others requests. Sign-ups are open until December 6th and fills are open until Dec 31st.

[community profile] rarefemslashexchange (:D :D :D), a fic/art exchange for rare f/f ships (less than 250 works, complete, in English, using the otp:true filter), is accepting nominations until December 10th, 10PM PST.

[community profile] polyamships is running Pass That Blorbo: Holiday Edition, a prompt challenge where you try to figure out how to pass that blorbo in as many ways as possible. Sign-ups are open until December 19th, 8:00PM (GMT-4).

Blood Drive is an event encouraging people to donate blood, plasma, or other blood products, register as a donor for bone marrow, organs, research, or other donor programs, and/or facilitating a blood drive by volunteering, organizing, or other kinds of help. If you do those things in December or January, you can leave a prompt to be claimed. :)

Holiday Love Meme is back for another year! :)

holiday love meme 2025
my thread here


[community profile] genprompt_bingo, a multimedia multifandom bingo that has "gen" prompts, is open for Round 29 sign-ups.

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Books read in November

Dec. 2nd, 2025 12:32 pm
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For the month of November, I read seven books! The most for any month this year!

My goal was actually to get through one more, but tragically I didn’t finish it until December 1st, so alas.

I was pretty lucky this month in terms of enjoying everything I read.

Overgrowth by Mira Grant
Sci-fi/Horror (background m/f) - physical novel - read with Taylor
4/5

When Anastasia Miller was a child, she went into the woods and found an alien flower. She never came home, but something that looked just like her did. The new Anastasia has never hidden what she is: she is the vanguard of an alien species that plans to arrive on earth, a fact she is compelled to share with everyone she meets.
Even she isn't completely sure that she's telling the truth, and very few people in her life truly believe her. Then the signal comes, announcing the approach of the alien armada. Suddenly, people do believe there's an invasion impending, and they do not react kindly to the aliens already hiding among the human race. Stacia herself is torn, particularly as the humans grow increasingly cruel and violent in response to the alien presence: are her loyalties with the species she's always actually been, or the world that raised her?


My thoughts, vague spoilers:
This one was a reread for me, just reading it with Taylor this time.

My thoughts are mostly the same as the first time I read it. I feel like there were a few aspects I actually liked better this time, in terms of the pacing and watching Stacia weigh her options between the aliens and the humans. I remember previously feeling like she was too back and forth between the “sides” the first time (rather than it feeling like a steadier progression toward her ultimate decision.) This time that bothered me less, and felt like a more realistic struggle.

I feel like lots of people really didn’t like Graham, but I do. :( I still really like their relationship being based on believing each other about who and what they are, in a world that largely doesn’t. (And no I don’t think that this is an offensive 1:1 comparison of those identities; different things can have an aspect in common that creates sympathy without being identical!)

I also don’t hate the ending. It’s not a good ending, as in, good things happening to everyone/triumph over evil/completely uncomplicated good vs. evil/etc., but I wouldn’t have wanted it to end otherwise, tbh.

Finding out the “how this could have been prevented” still felt like a gut punch.

Something that bothered me more this time was the fucking editing. Again. Reading it aloud meant that I didn’t manage to gloss over a bunch of the typos that I apparently passed over last time. I know I’d noticed a few the first time, but there were more than I remembered. Mostly just stupid little “typo turned this into the wrong word” type stuff, but it’s so frustrating in a traditionally published book. If I’m noticing multiples on a read-through, what the fuck were the editor or copyeditor doing?
There was also one factual error that I really feel like the author shouldn’t have made in the first place, but also should have gotten caught by an editor. Stacia thinks something about it being a shame they weren’t in New Mexico, because then they could take her to Area 51, or something to that effect. Area 51 is not in New Mexico. The “Roswell crash,” if you’re into alien stuff, happened in New Mexico, but Area 51 is in Nevada. Like… maybe that’s “obscure” knowledge, but it doesn’t feel obscure to me, particularly in a book about aliens/alien invasion/conspiracy theorists being proved right, and was enough to bug me.



Dracula by Bram Stoker
Horror (subgenres: vampire, religious, epistolary, classic) (m/f) - daily ebook newsletter/full-cast audio adaptation
4.5/5

It's Dracula. How much of a summary can I offer?
Jonathan Harker, newly-minted solicitor, is sent to Transylvania to assist a new client: a count who wishes to purchase property in London. Count Dracula is initially a charming and generous host, but as Jonathan's stay continues, it becomes clear that something is deeply, even supernaturally, wrong, and Jonathan begins to fear he is not going to leave the castle alive.
In London, Jonathan's fiancee, Mina, waits for his return. She spends quite a bit of time with her friend Lucy, until Lucy's health begins to fail in bizarre ways. Others who care about Lucy rally to try and solve her mysterious illness, even when it, too, seems supernatural in origin.
Eventually they discover that the entity stalking Lucy presents danger to far more than just her.


My thoughts, spoilers for a novel that's more than 125 years old:
Again, it’s Dracula, again, how much can I say? Lol

It definitely deserves its place as a classic, and I appreciate it existing and creating so many of the tropes that have been returned to again and again. Epistolary horror, my beloved.

It’s really quite funny at times to read, because of course few of the characters are terribly genre savvy (with the possible exception of Van Helsing), because this is where so many of the genre norms came from! Wow, the creepy, foreboding castle was, in fact, Not Good??

I do often forget how much religious stuff is in the story? Like, crosses and holy water being primary weapons against vampires makes it hard to ever forget entirely, but the whole thing about Mina being bitten and then corrupted/damned/removed from God’s light is a lot. (And like, I morally hate it. She’s a victim! I hate that being a victim damns her to hell! Though yes, she gets saved, and they save Lucy’s soul, and apparently even Dracula’s in the end. The damnation is the “true horror” of the vampire, even more than the murder and drinking blood and all. I just don’t love it.) In terms of dated contextual everything, those gender roles certainly do be gender role-ing, too. I am not judging the book for that context, hopefully obviously, but it is certainly there. (Though not without at least some complication: Mina knowing shorthand because she wanted to help Jonathan with his work is a huge help in the story! The attempts to protect Mina by refusing to give her information almost always lead to things getting worse!)

The experience of reading this as “Dracula Daily,” which shares the story in chronological order on the dates that each part of the book happen, is very fun. I got behind a few times, and of course there are a few long stretches with no entries, but overall getting to read it all “in real time” is a really enjoyable way to do it. I read along with it, but also listened to it this year via “Re: Dracula,” which is a full-cast audio drama adaptation, released the same way, where each episode is one day’s worth of the story. Some of the episodes are just a few seconds long for quick entries, while some are a couple hours long, so it’s a bit of an uneven experience/time commitment, but again, worth the real-time aspect. (The cast is also very good, as is the sound design and background score.)



Red Rabbit by Alex Grecian
Horror (subgenres: supernatural, western, historical) - ebook novel
4/5

Sadie Grace is a witch, and the town where she resides knows she is the cause of every misfortune they face. When a bounty is placed on her, dead or alive, bounty hunters from across the west come to collect.
One of them is witch-hunter Tom, traveling with a strange mute child named Rabbit. They’re joined by a pair of cowboys, Moses and Ned, and widow Rose.
As the group travels, they encounter all sorts of bizarre supernatural horrors, from demonic possessions, to haunted forests, to towns that you may never get to leave.


My thoughts, tried to avoid spoilers:
This one was pretty good! Warning for some pretty grossly descriptive gore in a couple parts. And why did the toads have to be evil. ;_;

The story is told in a very episodic fashion, with a lot of the places the group travels through being pretty discrete sections of the story, but I thought those bits still built on each other and came back around in ways that were worthwhile. While episodic, none of those episodes felt like they didn’t matter, which was nice. I also liked how there were occasional chapters that introduced characters that were unrelated to our main group, but ultimately got folded in to the story.

I really liked the ambiguity around Sadie and her motives for most of the story. I thought that it was well-constructed, how we get a lot of other people’s views on her before we get much information about her directly.

[Redacted late reveal] had not occurred to me in advance, but seemed like an obvious thing in retrospect, which was kind of nice. It’s possible I was simply terribly unobservant about it, but it’s nice to be surprised by something that also doesn’t feel like it came out of nowhere.

In the utterly petty complaint department: this is absolutely the curse of “more knowledge on one specific, usually inconsequential thing than the average person,” but boy do I wish more authors understood horse words. Mostly descriptive color/pattern words, in this case. This wasn’t the most egregious example of an author clearly not knowing the terms (or thinking they mean something other than they do) that I’ve ever seen, but it was noticeable to me a few times, even when I was trying to give the benefit of the doubt to force the descriptors to make sense.



A Darker Shade of Magic by V.E. Schwab
Fantasy - physical novel
5/5

Kell is an Antari, a particularly rare and powerful kind of magician, capable of wielding all the elements, but also the power of blood. One of the powers this grants him is the ability to travel between the three existing worlds: each very different, but tied to each other by the fact that each of them has a city called “London.” Kell lives in Red London, in a world rich with magic; Grey London (our world) is part of a world completely cut off from any magic; and White London is in a world where magic burned out and what remains is now viciously fought over. Once there was a fourth London, Black London, but that world has been long dead, having consumed itself completely as the magic ran wild.
Adopted into the royal family to serve the Red London crown, one of Kell’s duties is to travel between the remaining Londons, sharing messages with their rulers. Other than the sanctioned letters he transports, any transference of objects between worlds is strictly forbidden. When Kell is tricked into transporting a relic of Black London across the border between worlds, it places all of Red London, including his brother, crown prince Rhy, in horrible danger. Kell is assisted by a Grey London thief named Lila, and is thrown against Holland, the only other living Antari, and the brutal White London rulers he serves.


My thoughts, some spoilers:
This was a reread for me, but it’s been several years since I read the series.

I still really enjoyed the first book. I love the magic system, with the division between the elemental magic that a fair number of characters can use, and the blood magic that only the Antari have access to. I love the Arnesian language (which has enough similarity to existing roots that sometimes the meaning can be sussed out even before it’s given, and it feels consistent.) As conlangs go, it’s certainly not the most complex ever made or anything, but it flows really naturally to me, without feeling forced or like I’m trying to do translation homework. I love the differences between the Londons, and how horribly creepy White London is. The Dane twins are so awful!

I’d forgotten that Kell is kind of an asshole, haha.

I feel bad that I often have less to say about the books I enjoy the most…



Your Shadow Half Remains by Sunny Moraine
Horror (subgenre: psychological, pandemic, post-apocalyptic) (background f/nb) - ebook novella
4/5

A pandemic swept the globe, but rather than a virus, this contagion spread by eye contact. Seeing another person’s eyes, no matter how briefly, could send a person into a violent, homicidal and then suicidal rage. Years in, the people who remain live in total isolation as a method to survive. Riley has retreated to a cabin on a lake, a place that her family used to come. Her only contact with anyone else is through the sometimes-unreliable internet. Until Ellis moves in a few doors down. Riley’s new neighbor is a mystery; a new person brushing up against her carefully cultivated isolation. As dangerous as it is, Riley finds herself drawn to Ellis, but when strange, possibly threatening things begin to happen in her house, it seems natural to suspect the new person is behind it. As she tries to find out what’s happening, it becomes harder to tell: is it Ellis who has ulterior motives, or is it Riley losing touch with reality?


My thoughts, minor spoilers:
This was clearly covid pandemic fiction. Not like it hides it, but this drew really heavily on the experience of covid, I think.

It definitely had some relatable quotes:
“It’s horrifying. Then it’s weird. Then it’s inconvenient. Then it’s just every fucking day.”
Or
“In the end, maybe it’s disturbing how easy it was to adjust. How easy it is for the worst things imaginable to become normal.”

(Sure, a pandemic that causes people to try and commit immediate, violent murder/suicide would be worse than covid. Probably. But that arc sure feels familiar.)

Riley’s growing paranoia was definitely dread-inducing.

Ellis is very carefully never gendered at any point in the book. (I think there’s one place where a “they” could be arguably applied to Ellis, but Riley may have meant it more generally.)

The ending is a bit ambiguous, so I will not be recommending this one to Alex, lol. I don’t think he’d like that.



A Gathering of Shadows by V.E. Schwab
Fantasy (background m/f) - physical novel
4/5

Having left Red London behind, Lila has followed her lifelong dream of boarding a ship. It may not be her ship (yet), but serving on the crew as a thief under privateer Captain Alucard Emery will do for the time being, particularly as he agrees to help train her newly-emerging magical gifts.
Back in Red London, Rhy and Kell both struggle with the aftermath of what Kell sacrificed to save Rhy’s life.
Meanwhile, Red London prepares to host a tri-annual tournament, bringing the best magicians from all three empires to compete. Among the competitors is Alucard… and more than one magic-wielder planning to compete in secret.


My thoughts, some spoilers:
There’s nothing wrong with this book, and I do generally enjoy it… but not nearly as much as book 1.

There is a lot of important stuff happening in this book, and the character stuff I like a lot. Lila discovering and working with her magical gifts is important. The struggle between Rhy and Kell, and having their lives bound together is something I find super engaging. The guilt Rhy feels over what that means for Kell, along with the additional layer of guilt when he isn’t sure he even wants to have been saved. The far worse, absolutely heartbreaking divide between Kell and the rest of the Maresh family. Kell and Lila reconnecting. Everything happening in White London. Alucard getting introduced, because I do love him.

Even so… the stakes just feel so much lower in this book that it’s tough for me to get as into it. The first book focuses on a truly world-ending threat, with the Black London stone, plus White London’s attempt to take over Red. This book, the main plot is… just the tournament. Who will win, who will get unmasked and possibly disqualified, etc. It’s not a bad plot, and I’d probably be more into it if it were a standalone or part of a different series, but the stakes, while not meaningless, are just a downgrade from the first book.

Yes, we get the glimpses of Ojka and what’s happening in White London, and so there’s some awareness that there’s another big world-spanning threat, but none of the other characters are aware of that, so it doesn’t really create any urgency in terms of plot, and it doesn’t really pay off for the reader until the very end. Which is a cliffhanger, as a warning.



Feeling the Heat: Part One by Emily Antoinette
M/M/M/F Romance (subgenres: contemporary, omegaverse) - ebook novel
4/5

On her fortieth birthday, Camille gets an unexpected and undesired surprise: rather than the beta she always believed herself to be, she’s actually just an extremely late-presenting omega. When she visits a heat clinic, she discovers she’s a scent match with the handsome clinic doctor, Ambrose, and also meshes incredibly well with the beta she selects to help her through her heat, a man named Jackson.
Coincidentally, Ambrose and Jackson are already part of a pack together, and neither of them can get Camille off their minds. Despite some terrible past attempts at finding an omega to join their pack, they get the third member of their pack, alpha River, to agree to court her… but things quickly grow more complicated than they’d hoped.


My thoughts, some spoilers:
As per usual, don’t judge me for liking omegaverse, lmao.

This was pretty good. I like this author; her stuff is generally competently written, which is way better than a lot of the random indie romance or erotica books that I’ve picked up. That sounds like damning with faint praise, but I genuinely mean it: there are actual plot arcs, she fleshes out the relationships between the characters (and especially does so for all the different connections in a poly story), and there are few typos or errors that jump out at me, which is honestly better than a lot of tradpub stuff. It basically always gives me just what I’m hoping for when I say I want a brain-candy read. Light enough to enjoy, well-constructed enough to be worth enjoying.

Unfortunately, even when it’s an author I like, mdom/fsub stuff still squicks me out. (Tragic, since it’s probably the most bog-standard and popular thing to find.) This is pretty mild on the kink scale, but still, bleh. Most of the characters are kind of switchy (so there’s also some mdom/msub, and a brief very light fdom/msub scene as well.) It wasn’t enough to make me dislike the story or anything, and I at least buy that the characters are having fun, even if I wouldn’t be, but that personal preference does keep it from being a 4.5 or a 5.

There are also a couple little omegaverse worldbuilding things in particular that I don’t love in this incarnation. Specifically, I’m not a fan of settings where characters refer to their designation as something separate from them. “My alpha doesn’t want to let her go,” or “my omega adores the feeling” or whatever. (Werewolf or shifter type stories do this too sometimes “my wolf tells me to…”) I don’t like it, unless it’s a character choice for a specific character who uses that to try and distance themselves from that trait. Just as a standard? Nah, grates on me. Petty complaint, and not really something that mattered too much to my enjoyment, but just didn’t care for it.

On the other hand, I really liked how the scent stuff worked in this one. Beyond just pleasant scent, or even enjoyable emotions attached to one that a character is compatible with, I really liked that it called up a whole sense memory for the characters. A pleasant tea scent turns into a specific memory of a particular cup of tea on a perfect day, or things like that. It wasn’t overbearing, but felt like more than just “smell good.”

Also, it is a fully poly romance, which is by far my preference, as opposed to a v-type where everyone is into Camille. Two of the men are in an established relationship, while the third is “platonic” but harboring some not-so-platonic thoughts that book two promises to explore, while also being the target of “unrequited” love on the part of one of the other men.

I liked all three of the dudes who are love interests, but hate that I’m a predictable bitch, because of course my favorite was River… the one that there's ~drama~ with, haha. The other two are comparatively straightforward, and while I like them, of course I was most interested in how the mutual “I mistakenly think the other one hates me for Reasons” arm of the story would turn out.

This one ends on a cliffhanger… which is also not my favorite. Not the cliffhanger per se, but the fact that it’s A Big Misunderstanding. It’s set up well enough that yes, it makes sense for both characters to come to the conclusions that they do, but I hate when shit would be solved with one conversation that the characters simply refuse to have. We’ll see how it gets solved in part two, which I will certainly read. (Also, parts one and two are very much full novels on their own; it’s not two novella-length things that should have been one story being split up for algorithm or ‘sell more things’ reasons.)


For December, I’m off to a good start so far: On December 1st I finished another horror ebook, and Alex and I finished our co-read.

I do have five more books that it’s my goal to get through before the end of the year. (Book three of the Darker Shade of Magic trilogy, plus the first (currently only) book in the sequel series, the two remaining horror ebooks, and one other book that I’ve been looking forward to for a long time, yet somehow keeps getting put off.) I don’t know if I’ll manage to get through them all, especially with other stuff coming up for the holidays, but I’m going to try!

Currently I am reading three books, soon to be four:
- A Conjuring of Light by V.E. Schwab (my main read)
- Feeling the Heat: Part 2 by Emily Antoinette (my brain candy side read)
- Queen Demon by Martha Wells (co-read with Taylor)
- TBD co-read with Alex (sounds like he wants to read another Stephen King book he has, but I don’t remember which one.)
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Had a really nice recipient to work with for the [personal profile] sunflower_auction, and the fic is now ready! Writing so much Suou was intimidating at first, but I'm pretty happy with the result! :)


Truth be told | Wind Breaker | Sakura/Suou | 5.3k words | rated T

Summary: Something isn't right with Suou, and Sakura thinks he recognises what it is. Their classmates hover, not as subtly as they think. Suou definitely isn't subtle at all.

Read it on Dreamwidth or AO3.

Rule 34 Time - the author trifecta

Dec. 2nd, 2025 08:06 am
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This Tumblr post has Salman Rushdie's account of meeting Umberto Eco and Mario Vargas Llosa after each of them had trashed the other two in the press, and discovering that they got along extremely well in person.

OT3!

Having read none of them save a little Vargas Llosa en español, I can't begin to write it, but I can Want it.

*puts it in the Maybe Someday Yuletide tag*
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...done but I don't feel done, haha. Not just because I have another round of proofreading ahead of me, which I usually track separately since it's such different mental work from editing, but mainly because I wanted to do the pacing check as part of this round of revisions. I haven't broken down the new big chapters into more reasonable sizes yet either (the well-known phenomena of chapter mitosis).

However! This is complete, and consistent. There are remaining areas of weakness I am keenly aware of, but I made all the changes I wanted, and I dealt with all of the implications of the new changes all the way through to the end. There are no "actually her best friend should be a dragon" with half the chapters still having her as a human (oh my god, brain, this is a joke, please don't take it seriously, don't make me do this). So it should read coherently.

Which DAMN, that is pretty cool isn't it?! :D

Tally:
About 92h of work over 84 days
About 13k words added for a new total of 56k

THANK YOU ROUND 1 BETA-READERS FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE <333333333333 💖💖

Right now, I'm thinking a lot about a quote. A quote that I cannot find again, but maybe someone will recognise it and I can update the post? It goes something like, "There's something I wish every new writer knew about the gap between your skill and your taste, and how your taste is always better than your skill because you've honed it for longer. But that makes it hard to be satisfied with your work, and you should expect that."

Edit: It is a quote by Ira Glass, thank you [personal profile] annofowlshire :D

"Nobody tells this to people who are beginners, I wish someone told me. All of us who do creative work, we get into it because we have good taste. But there is this gap. For the first couple years you make stuff, it’s just not that good. It’s trying to be good, it has potential, but it’s not. But your taste, the thing that got you into the game, is still killer. And your taste is why your work disappoints you. A lot of people never get past this phase, they quit." (Full quote)

After the last final (heh) draft, I was unhappy with how most characters beside the two MCs seemed flat, and it came up in the feedback, too. It was sort of intentional at the time in that my main concern was figuring out whether I had the stamina for writing and editing a novel, and thus, driven by despair, I took shortcuts wherever I could justify them because I was terrified to lose steam too early. I fixed what I could in the initial edits, but not that. After this round though, this is much improved and I'm a lot happier with the result.

However, now, I'm looking at [redacted] and being unhappy with that bit....... but two kind souls already volunteered to beta-read and I don't want to influence what they'll think :D I'll see what comes up then. But also I feel like I could keep finding things that could be better forever, and at some point you've got to move on? I dunno. This is hard. I'm also not sure how I'd go about fixing this. I'll have to see what comes up in the feedback.

My vague current plan:

  • Let It Rest, though not too long. Focus on a couple of fic projects I have dangling, think about something else.
  • Outline the potential sequel, with the snowflake method again since that works well for me
  • ...Maybe write the first draft, maybe not yet. I tend to underwrite, and between that and the detailed outline my first drafts tend to go fast especially compared to editing
  • Do the pacing check. That'll likely mean rereading a PDF on a tablet or something, so I can experience the new shape of the story in one go. If I was good and virtuous, I'd probably do another post-draft outline too, but this morning's [personal profile] vriddy would rather stab a fork through her little finger than do another one of those. Future [personal profile] vriddy may have a different opinion but I doubt it
  • Break down the big chapters, change the small bits that need changing
  • Tiny rest, depending on how long the previous 2 steps took (not long, right? 🥹)
  • Proofread and YEET TO BETAS, possibly scream into a pillow for a while

Also I figured out how to actual export the novel from Scrivener which is a massive relief hahahaha. First time. I'll be watching a few tutorials on the Compiler to understand better how it works. It seems like it could be pretty powerful and versatile if I actually knew what I was doing.

In the meantime I might get a headstart on the pillow screaming... I think it's only starting to dawn on me now that wow. I did do it? It is done? Of course there is more work ahead, there always is, but I have a massively revised coherent-ish draft in my grubby (virtual) hands wow. Wow wowow

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